Day 89

tonight, i saw a sunset paint the sky red. it made me feel small as i sat in the dirt just watching. i lack the words, the ability to comprehend what is going on in this relationship more than 100% of the time. it's silly of us to ever believe that we will have a sense of clarity when it comes to God or this universe. his thoughts are not our thoughts(isaiah 55:8) But even though we might not understand, and maybe even forget what we thought we knew from time to time, i see it. every so often i see it in the sky. and i believe it. and that's all i needed tonight.

amidst my questions and frustrated heart, it's reassuring to know that i serve a God that knows.